Wednesday, December 26, 2007

today's the first day of the rest of my life

Wow! I read someplace yesterday that I should start keeping a journal. What better way (or not) to keep one online. How more open can one be? I'm feeling sorta blah today. I want to start living my best life NOW. No one can do this for me. I have to begin today and do it myself even if others around me choose not to. Amongst many of my new "motto's": Fabulous at Forty - a retrospective and introspective look into the future of my life. Revamping me inside and out. And I've got 350 days to do it until my 40th birthday. 2ndly: No more pretending! I'm tired of pretending. Life is too short. I'm tired of keeping secrets, tired of helping others stay or live in denial anymore. It's time for everybody-family, cousins, mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, daughters, sons, husbands, wives, mother-in-laws, grandmothers, grandfathers, aunts, uncles, friends, foes, just time out for EVABODY to stop pretending something did or didn't happen in their past and it's time to move forward into the future!! We've all got to start sometime. What better time is there than this? It's now or never!!